Friday, July 30, 2010

Swann's Song

Swann Elric Eldicott is stretching her calves against the back wall of the dance studio as Madame Michelin drums impatiently against the record player. If it had been on, it would have been skipping, a tune too tricky to dance traditionally to. But it is off, its needle hovering over the side of the plastic, a record speared by the center turner lying patiently and waiting for power. Madame Michelin clears her throat and manages to motion to the time that is passing without moving anything but an eyebrow. Swann smiles at the wall and sits on the floor to stretch her hamstrings. 

Her mother wanted to name her after a ballet, of course. Her older sister was named for one, her brother was named for one, even her mother’s name came from the Tradition. All of the other little girls in Swann’s year were named Coppelia or Belle. There were a few Odettes, one Giselle, a Carmen. Swann’s mother gave up on Jardin after her father declared that naming his youngest daughter after a garden was just not going to happen. Swann wanted to know what kept him from having a problem with the name of a big honking bird.

Madame Michelin does not even bother clearing her throat again. She drops into a deep plie and then rises to her toes. Swann is gruffly pulled to her feet and slid across the floor to stagger against the barre. Madame’s smile is a baring of teeth. She curves her fingers into position and the record player’s needle jumps, music creeping from the speakers. Swann slips her feet into the familiarity of first position and prepares. 

The magic wells up with the motion of their bodies, every drop of exertion poured out into the air around them, until the room fairly rings with light, a golden river that rises until Swann and the Madame are submerged within it. 

Swann hates this part; she always feels as if she is drowning. 

The barre exercises take them the better part of two hours; a slow layering of color added to the golden river with each new position, each different movement of their feet. Swann is exhausted by the end of it, her leotard and leg warmers sodden and gross and all she wants is to be allowed to go home. Madame looks at the bright green that has crept into their river of magic and shakes her head.

“You are not doing the grande battements correctly, Ms. Eldicott. This should be a forest green. A complementary shade. Not this…neon color.”

“Maybe the containment spell isn’t working properly,” Swann says, wiggling her toes in her pointe shoes and trying to calculate whether she has to shower at the studio or if she has enough time to do it at home.

“Nonsense,” Madame scoffs, absentmindedly standing on pointe and moving the needle to a resting position with the motion, “I danced it myself.” 

Swann takes the end of the music for the end of the class and bends at the waist to unlace her shoes. She sighs with relief as she pulls them one at a time from her feet although she takes the time to wrap them up carefully before she tosses them lightly across the room. Madame raises an eyebrow and Swann quickly flicks her hand out to slow the shoes’ flight. She straightens and pops her hip and the shoes put themselves away, her bag zipping up on its own, her street shoes aligning themselves in front of it.

“I have asked that you not practice that street magic in my domain,” Madame says from behind her with a frown. 

Swann apologizes, slipping her feet into her shoes and slinging her bag over her shoulder. She catches a look at herself in the studio’s mirrors and grimaces. She pulls her hair out of its long blond ponytail and twists it into a bun before securing it with a pencil from the outside pocket of her bag.

“Swann,” Madame says, her tone that of someone who is tired of repeating themselves. Swann turns to look at her. The Madame sighs and drops into a graceful curtsy, her feet perfectly positioned. Around them the containment spell drifts away in a twist of classical music. “Work on your turnout on those kicks, please. I fully expect forest green tomorrow.”

Swann opens the door to the studio, her entire body aching. As she closes the door behind her she can hear the Madame’s final missive through the door.

“Just ask your sister for help!”

Swann scoffs and takes the stairs down at a skip that makes the air around her ring with the clash of a gong. 

“Right,” she says as she heads for the parking garage. “Like that’s gonna happen.”

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Swann’s bike is waiting where she left it, and she takes the time to put her helmet on over her bun and then does a quick, exultant jump from the concrete so the bike springs to life between her knees. It’s really her brother’s bike, but she knows Orpheus won’t mind as he’s busy the entire week. And really, one of the King’s top magicians shouldn’t be riding a motorcycle to work. 

Swann’s smile is wide as she rockets into traffic and takes the turns too quickly, the fast beat of the music in her head letting her pass through cars that are in her way and make corners that a traditional magician would be terrified of taking. 

She gets home with enough time to shower and change and even knock out a quick routine that dries her hair and knots it into a complicated twist she knows her mother will appreciate. She glides down the stair to a ring of cymbals and her sister grimaces from the landing. 

“It’s ‘cause you put that hip-hop in your steps, Squab,” her sister says with a smile. Agon is a beauty in all the ways best loved by the Tradition. Her hair is long and dark and suited to a bun, her arms and legs exuding grace. When she walks, she glides and the only music that accompanies her is Tchaikovsky. From the landing, she stretches her arm up over her head and sweeps it down in a neat arc that lifts Swann’s skirts with the ripple of its passing. Swann giggles and jumps down the last step with a full body roll that upsets her sister’s magic and introduces a backbeat to the symphony.

Agon turns a quizzical eye to her sister, but smiles and locks her elbow with Swann’s as they descend the stairs to the mixed tune.

At the bottom, their butler does a pas de bourree and the doors to the dining room open. Orpheus sweeps in after them, the dark strains of a viola drifting around his head as he takes his seat with all the drama of a tortured lead. Agon laughs again and does a rond de jambe under her skirt that only Swann sees. Their brother is heaved forward in his seat and his tie lands in the soup. He looks up at his sisters and sweeps his arms through the first two positions, the viola music increasing as Agon flies backward. Swann takes a spread out stance and jumps to cross her feet then uncross them, curtailing her sister’s flight and allowing Agon to turn the fall into a cabriole that has Orpheus pinned to the far wall, soup dripping off his chin.

Of course, this is the moment their mother chooses to enter, her steps silent against the marble. Behind her, their father is buried in that morning’s paper and he fails to see the scramble as Agon, Orpheus, and Swann move to their seats, righting upset tables and dancing the soup back into the tureen. 

Their mother casts an appraising eye on her children and raises the left corner of her mouth in half a smile.

“I’m glad I didn’t have to tell you myself,” she says. In one motion she sweeps her skirts to the side and sits to the right of their father’s chair. “Now, shall we dine?”

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Swann knows her family are confused by her magic. Not many understand that the street dancer’s movements are almost as powerful and certainly more versatile than the Traditional forms. Once she caught her sister attempting a simple shoulder roll and her closet exploded into a warren of rabbits. Through the cracked door, Swann had seen Agon throw up her hands in frustration and then do a series of quick fouttes to turn the rabbits back into clothes. “I don’t know how she does it,” Swann heard her sister say, and she had smiled and kept going down the stairs.

There was definitely something to the Traditional magic. The control needed to dance the Tradition was a perfect base for any other kind of magic that might need to be done. There was not magic without breath and there was no magic without quick and agile feet and the Tradition taught that surer than anything else. But the form and function of the Tradition was steeped in the mastery that came from centuries of it being used. She saw how her mother exulted in a well-turned dance, and she saw the radiant joy that beamed from Agon’s face when she could perform a jump so cohesively it righted an overturned house two miles away from their home. 

Swann thought the soul and rhythm that infused the street dances was just as useful, and it had taken her a while to convince her family, but once she had they were willing to allow her to experiment. Of course, they frowned on her doing it too often, or in public, but Swann was thinking that maybe she could change that. 

An Odile was coming to court, after all. 

The Odile’s dancing was precise and beautiful and terrible in its beauty. The rumors said she had danced an entire village to death and sent the ghosts dancing into eternity, never to lie still. Swann was thinking maybe a good pop-and-lock would throw her off balance, and a properly placed foot switch would send the sound of drums to beat back the strains of her clarinets.

There was only one way to be sure, of course. But Swann was confident in her skills. Hadn’t she found all of the lost children last Christmas with a backflip? Hadn’t she proven herself capable in her chosen field?

Swann liked her name. It made her stand out and she appreciated that. But most of all she liked her initials: S.E.E. She could see clearly enough that the dominion of the Tradition needed to come to an end. Maybe she could make the rest of them see it, too.

"This Badge is a Pistol, and I am the Left Hand of God"

Originally Posted: July 7, 2010
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Escapist Fantasies written from an office chair.  Forewarned is forearmed against the second person.  :)
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Your badge swings against your hip with the cadence of your steps.  You’re not sure what it is about high-heeled shoes, but it is almost as if they force you to sway in order to keep balanced – left foot, right hip, right foot, left hip, clack, clack, clack.  Your reflection comes back to you again and again from the too-polished surfaces all over the office.  You see your hair in an endless repeat from the glass that lines the tops of the cubes on the other side of the elevator and you take a moment to straighten the front, smooth the frizz. 

You are an interloper here and you know it, with your too new face and too old shoes.  You wear three rings on your hands and none are on the correct finger.   You are the minority, the alien, and you move through the hush of the office in fear that eventually someone will discover your charade.  You pump music from Outside into your ears and sit like a good girl on the edge of your borrowed office chair, painfully aware that everything you have done to make this space home rests on the whims of the ever-declining budget. 

You bring your lunch and sit at your desk while the office quiets around you, a literal noon-day lull where you can open your clandestine internet browser all the way and not have to pretend that you’re really working.  Your flash drive sticks from the side of your computer like a tiny blue lifeline to the world you hope to find somewhere in the distant future.  But for now, it is one more thing hidden behind the veneer of the corporation, one more thing that gets safely tucked into your purse before you move away from your desk every afternoon.

Your badge stopped working weeks ago, making a quiet, desperate bleating when you tried to swipe it for access.  The first security guard chased you almost to your car before you calmly explained that you had been away and hadn’t had a chance to get your clearance updated.  He frowned and harrumphed and puffed his chest out with false importance and let you leave.  You don’t even bother with the elevator for the next week, taking the stairs, slipping in as others depart, asking the new guards to let you in with a winning smile and hip pop.

They changed the guards to a pair who are immune to any wiles you may have possessed and you are just tired of trying to maneuver through bureaucracy.  You steal a badge.  It isn’t yours but it looks enough like you that there aren’t questions.  The stolen plastic swings from your hip. 

You pretend it is a pistol and you are a mercenary come in to get the job done then ride off into the sunset.  Isn’t that what a contractor is?  Your fantasy dissolves around you, the dust beneath your boots turning back into slightly scuffed carpet, the pride of vanquishing evil just the slight headache that comes from missing your coffee break.  This place is killing you, you think, looking at yourself in the mirror in the fourth floor bathroom.  You do not even see the specters of could-be lurking in your peripheral vision, just the constant drudgery of the office.

Your stolen badge spins in a tight circle from where it rides at your hip and you grin slightly as you take the budget files and move them to your flash drive, slip the bigger invoices into the recycling bin, wreak havoc with pointed mouse clicks and tongue-in-cheek emails.

Your hands are tied to your keyboard but your mind refuses to be tied to this soul-sucking entity.  You swipe your stolen badge across the security pad and walk through the door.  Your bare feet slap against the cool marble, your hips move of their own volition rather than from the pressure of inches against your heels.  

Behind you, the office floor quakes with the force of the discovery.  You let the badge fall to the floor, open another button on your sensible blouse, and peel out of the garage.

Giant Squid Commando Team, Go!

Originally Posted: July 21, 2010
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Really, it's the only possible explanation for the recent rash of oil spills.  If I were a deep-sea creature, I'd want revenge, too.
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The second oil pipe that burst was not as impactful as the first, but it allowed the Squid Coalition to amass the amount of energy they needed in order to begin the process. The head of the squid commando team shrugged his tentacles in frustration before darting out of the cloud of oil that was fouling his oculars.

“That had better be enough,” he snapped, his parrot beak held open in anger as he moved as quickly from the bloom of oil as he could. His second in command spurted up next to him, tentacles waving, his siphons slimed in oil. 

“That was awful,” he snapped, his eyes whirling in his head. “Why did the Sperm Whales decide this was the next target?”

The commander kept swimming, elongating himself until he was a long blur against the darkness of the ocean.

“I don’t ask questions and neither should you.” 

His second in command snapped his feeding arms in frustration and followed. 

“I liked it better when we were in a turf war,” he said.

“Well, that was before the Humans decided to be idiots.”

They swam in silence for several fathoms, gliding until the pressure pressed uncomfortably against their heads.

“I still don’t understand why we don’t just eat them.”

“It’s not our job to ask questions, it’s just our job to gather the energy the humpbacks are going to need.”

“I still don’t understand what they’re doing.”

The head of the Squid Commando Team flicked his tentacles and shot deeper, nearly disappearing into the gloom.

“The coelacanths have taught themselves necromancy.” 

The second in command moved closer, moving water through his siphons furiously to keep up with his commander. 

“What does that have to do with anything?”

From the darkness ahead of him, the commander snapped his beak in exultation.

“It means we only need one more pipeline.” 

The second in command pulled up short to avoid ramming straight into his commander’s slimy side as he stopped suddenly in front of him, his dinner plate size eye whirling in its socket. A tone of reverence accompanied his next words.

“It means they almost have enough energy to raise Megalodon.”

Bellspeak

Originally Posted: July 8, 2010
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Just a something exultant I started writing when a happy song came onto my iPod.  Not really edited and my typical en media res approach to story-telling, but I like it.

Suffice it to say:

-In this world, people speak with bells.
-I've been considering an apocalyptic scenario for a while now, and I think Mandy's world is going to have it.
-...The second Sun is going nova.  Everyone's excited for the dawn of a new day.
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It is utter exaltation that drives Mandy to the window on the morning of the 11th. This is the day, the day all of the news anchors are heralding as the end of the world as they know it and Mandy does not want to miss a single second of something that is going to be earth-shatteringly amazing, she’s sure.

She throws on her favorite green skirt, runs a brush through her hair, and accessorizes with happy, yellow face-paint splashed in freckles across her bare shoulders and crossing up into her hairline. 

She jingles all the way to the kitchen, the bells around her ankles heralding her an acolyte of the second to highest order, but even her station will not dampen her spirits today. 

The Matron in charge of the kitchen meets her happiness with a glower and points to the mound of dishes waiting to be scrubbed. Mandy does not mind, hitching her skirt up around her knees and pushing the bracelets at her wrists up until they are on the other side of her elbows. She whistles to herself as she scrubs, her ankle-bells providing a happy harmony as she does not stop herself from moving with the music in her head.

The Matron comes to stand behind her and Mandy does not even notice, so caught up is she in the excited melody twisting through her head. She spins around, the bells at her ankles chiming, when the Matron puts a heavy hand full of too many rings on her shoulder and raises an eyebrow.

Mandy drops into a graceful curtsy and twists her left foot in a way that makes the bells chime a question. The Matron sighs and rolls her eyes and tells Mandy to just take her breakfast and go if she is going to be so full of good cheer. Mandy’s eyes light with joy and she throws an impulsive hug around the Matron’s thick waist before she trips over herself scurrying to the door.

The Matron’s face smiles slightly as she watches the younger girl run through the door. With a muted jingle the only harbinger of the older bells she too wears around her ankles, the Matron turns to the pile of dishes in the sink and proceeds to begin washing. Let the young worry about the end of the world. The old know that there are always chores to be done.

Revise Sober: March 8, 2010

Start a story or poem with "The last time I saw Paris..." http://revisesober.blogspot.com/

It's certainly not my best, and I'll probably be revising it 'cause I want to play with making it more Apocalyptic feeling.  But I have to go home now, so here's what I've got.  :)

-------------------------------------------------------The last time I saw Paris it wasn't called Paris and I had a shotgun in my hand.  When a man approached me, his mouth open in a horrid facsimile of a smile, I shot him in the gut and as he stumbled to his knees, his mouth still gaping, I turned and ran.  The echo of my gunshot lingered so I didn't hear him pull himself up to his elbows and begin to crawl after me, dragging his desiccated legs after him.  I knew from past experience that when the sun began to sink, its orange glow obscured by the fires of burning bodies, the dead no longer stay dead.  The upside-down pyramid of the Louvre glimmered in the vestiges of sunlight as I ran past it, mocking me with its normality and the memories of the last time I had been in the city and it was full of light and laughter and life.  I turned a corner, slid across a patch of something that did not bear examining, and slid home five deadbolts while drawing the bedraggled drapes.  The last remaining streetlight on my block sputtered to life.  All across the city, the dead raised their heads and howled.  

I held my breath and counted the corpses shambling past my window.  Every one I killed today was one less in the morning.

Heartlessness as a Congenital Condition

Originally Posted: January 2010
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I had this scenario in my head a few weeks ago.  I thought there'd be more, but once I wrote their bar scene they were done.  So here's the completed bar scene (sadness) and some of my notes for an idea I had about men being born with the hearts of animals.  yeah, don't ask me I don't know 

  The Bar Scene
    
Mary said that it got easier with practice, spotting the boys with the hearts of animals. I guess I never had the gift. She and I would sit in one of the low tables in the back of Murphy’s Bar, her elbows pressing into the table as she cradled a pint of whatever was on tap. I usually had a Sprite although sometimes I let them slip Bacardi into it and pretended not to notice. It was our usual Wednesday night routine: grab our customary table at the back of the bar while Mary tried to teach me how to spot the human men. So far I had learned to tell the mouse-hearted but she insisted I was cheating since I went off of their twitchiness rather than the state of their hearts.
                “Try again,” she said, knocking back far too much of the pint at once before she rested her head against the wall with her eyes half-shut. I rolled my eyes and pointed past her at the table near the front where five men sat with their sleeves pushed up past their elbows. They were drinking Vodka straight from the bottle; I was pretty sure they were covering for something.
                “An Ostrich, a Jackal, and two Vultures,” I said, my voice lilting up at the end, leaving my sentence a question. Mary quirked an eyebrow at me without opening her eyes and grabbed her mug without using the handle. She took a sip then wrapped her other hand around the tankard and sat up straight. With her back to the table of men she pointed over her shoulder to the men in turn. 
                “Rabbit, Termite, Termite, and a Vulture.” She nodded at me before turning her tankard over on the table, empty. “Good job on that one, although I’m beginning to think you cheated.”
                I leaned back in my seat and motioned for another round. The waiter squeaked before scuttling to the bar for a refill. He was most definitely a Mouse.
                “I didn’t cheat exactly… more like an educated guess.”
                “What gave it away?” Mary asked, taking her replacement from the waiter without sparing him a second glance. I smiled at him slightly and his eyes widened in fear before he left to refill to the table of the men we were examining. “Was it the fact that he’s been drinking the dregs of all his friends’ drinks? Or was it the state of his heart?”
                I shrugged and drank half of my Sprite in one sip before I choked and started coughing: Vodka in this one. Mary chuckled under her breath before she patted my hand condescendingly.
                “It’s alright, Dee,” she said. “Some people just don’t see it.”
                “Yeah well, I kinda feel as if I should, you know?” I smiled as I sipped slowly at the laced soda. “My mom was the first to diagnose the problem all those years ago, feels as if the ability should be hereditary or something.”
                “Well Heaven knows the Hearts aren’t,” Mary said. “Dated a Lion once, damn that was nice, but his brother was the meekest Mouse I’d ever met.”
                “You think there are any Humans our age left, Mary?” The Mouse waiting tables had disappeared behind the bar so I drummed my fingers against the tabletop making my empty soda glass rattle in tune to the beat.
                She drained the last of her beer and upended this mug next to the first.
                “The truth, Dee? I’m not even sure the girls are Human anymore.”
Notes
  
The media’s reports said that the problem was that too many boys were being born stillborn. It was something in the water, something in the hormones, something was happening. That wasn’t the problem. The problem was that boys were being born without hearts. 
`The first of the Heartless was found out by accident, beating out his tiny Ostrich-heart in the arms of his traumatized pediatrician. I think my mother cried more than the Ostrich’s. She was the attending and this was the third of her tiny boys whose heart had raced between her fingertips until he took a tiny shuddering breath and lay still in her arms.
It wasn’t SIDS, it wasn’t anything they could discover from external examinations. The babies were perfectly healthy to look at, tiny fingers and toes and dimples in their cheeks when they smiled.

Original Posting: December 2008

The house lights cast an unearthly glow on the darkness of the backyard, refracting off the wet footprints left on the tiles and bouncing from the swirling water of the pool.  There are other people there, more souls and minds and bodies than just hers and his.  They are unimportant, faceless shadows and background noises, smears of color getting food, loud voices and splashes.  The world narrows to this: he is leaning against the back fence, turned away from her, pushing his hair out of his face with a grimace.  There is the sound of someone gasping, filtering from far away, trying to make itself known through the rushing in her ears.  There is an air-light hand on her shoulder; meant to restrain her, she’s sure, but it does nothing.  She is pulled in to him just as easily as she used to be.  The world narrows into tunnel vision: she on one end and he on the other.
It is always night when she sees him. 
He is smiling about something, and some objective part of her brain notes the differences, the changes a year brings.  He is more there, the planes of his back outlined against the black material of his favorite t-shirt even in the obscurity of the fence corner.  He holds himself with more self-confidence, his easy stance and careless sprawl speaking more clearly than anything else.  He has grown into himself, his potentials no longer clamoring for her attention but lying still across a body stretched to accommodate them.  He laughs and her heart stutters.
The feather-hand on her shoulder is back, pressing down, trying for attention if the muffled curses accompanying it are to be believed, if they even belong to the same person.  She is too far gone to notice.   She is too far gone to care.
He hasn't seen her yet, this is all that is stopping her from moving.  Forward or back she does not know.  She knows she can disappear if he does not make eye contact, if she remains a sight out of the corner of his eye, the possibility of a dream.  But he turns suddenly, following the incandescent arc of a finger pointing directly out at her from the gloom around the corner-dark.  He turns with a smile still stretched across his features, the silent remnant of denial, the refusal to acknowledge the truth contained in the motion of one pale hand.  The smile nearly forces her to her knees, her heart breaking even as her brain informs her that her reaction is illogical.  You broke him, remember? it says, but her heart is pounding like it has forgotten.
When their eyes catch, he frowns and turns back to his friends, negation written into the lines of his back, the set of his arms.  She sighs a little and turns as well.  She does not know what she was expecting.  Her brain is yelling as well, now, continuing to drown the ambient sounds in broken static, clamoring the same things over and over, going in circles.  The feather-voice belonging to the hand still on her shoulder is speaking, presumably telling her that she's being an idiot, she should go, they didn't know he would be here but they should have guessed... they were all friends and what are two friends among many… the exit is here.
It is silent again.  Even the background murmur gone and it takes her a second to realize this and turn to face it.
He is there.  Standing with his feet rooted as if ready for a fight.  He is only a foot away.  He's taller, she thinks, and her mouth opens and closes involuntarily on the words she's been meaning to say.  She meets his eyes with her own, silent for the first time in months. 
All of the preparations in the world aren’t enough for the moment, right now, when she meets his hazel eyes with her own.  His face is closed and her heart breaks a little more with the knowledge that this, too, is her fault.  She hopes some of the remorse and sadness flooding her shows on her face.
“Nothing to say, Elise?” he asks, his face giving nothing away.  She shakes her head and stuffs her hands in her pockets, clenching her fingers into fists and taking a step back.  He matches it, taking one forward, keeping the distance between them exactly the same. 
“Seriously?”  His smirk is not at all how she remembers it, sarcastic and lacking in mirth.  “Then again,” he says, his eyebrows drawing together slightly.  He is looming over her, when did he grow to a height where he could loom?  “Then again, silence always was your MO, huh?”
She makes a sound, she thinks, some sort of negation from between clenched teeth as she shakes her head, the newly cut ends of her hair brushing her chin.  It was too much to hope he wouldn't notice her, that she too had changed.
She opens her mouth, to speak, to say something, and she squeaks, taking a step back.  Swallowing hard she wets her lips and looks up at him, feet braced at hip width, hands still deep in her pockets.  She finds a nickel in her right pocket and grasps it as if it is a lifeline.
“Jake,” she starts, the familiar nickname heavy on her tongue.  “Jacob. I'm so sorry...”  If her hands weren't in her pockets she would be tempted to touch him.  She slides the nickel between her third and fourth finger and settles for keeping eye contact. 
He snorts and takes another step towards her.  She flinches but holds her ground.
“Are you?” he whispers, his breath ghosting across the top of her head.  The night is warm but he is warmer.  She tips on her feet, leaning in and back; she feels hypnotized.
“Yes,” she manages, the word hidden in a muffled sob.  “I'm sorry every hour of every day.”  Her shoulders slump and she does not look up.  “I can’t stop thinking about it.  You can gloat now.”
“Like hell I will,” he growls, and she makes the mistake of looking up.  He uses her movement to close the gap between them, seize her jaw between his hands, and steal her mouth.  She has just enough time to gasp before he has taken all of her kisses along with the rogue tear that streaked unbidden down her face to linger on her lips. 
His mouth is firm and commanding.  He does not allow her to pull away, wrapping his arms around her hips and pulling her full against him, plundering her mouth with his own.  She opens her lips beneath the onslaught and he presses this advantage, sliding into her with his tongue and teeth, taking and taking until she is panting for breath.
Her arms are entangled with his neck and she is pressed to the wall of the house, one leg hitched around his hips as he pants a breath and lowers his head again.  This time she is ready for him but the match remains uneven.  She battles for dominance as she strains against him, giving and trying to take.  She is losing. 
His hands are in her hair, catching at knots she didn’t know she had, pulling back so he can trace searing lips across the line of her jaw.  He steals her gasp as she utters it, pressing her further until she is subsumed by him.  The world drains out of her and she tightens her fingers in the back of his neck.  He growls and moves impossibly closer without breaking away.  His mouth is stealing her thoughts.  From far away she thinks she hears a moan.  She is not sure it isn’t hers. 
She burns wherever she touches him.  She is touching him everywhere.
The background noise has started again but she doesn't notice until he draws away to lay an open-mouthed kiss on her neck.  He pulls back slowly, dragging his teeth across her jumping pulse, marking her.  She shudders.  Pressed against her as he is, he feels it and laughs once, a mirthless exhalation.  The movement sends more tremors through her; she can feel his satisfaction.
He disentangles her leg from his body and steps back, the smirk back on his face as he watches comprehension drain back into her eyes.
“What was that?” she whispers, unconsciously putting her hand to her throat, her fingers twisting into her necklace, wincing as she brushes the growing bruise on her neck.
“That,” he says, his sneer hiding his pain, “was payback.  Now I'll gloat.”
He turns and walks back to where he was standing, rejoining his friends who shake their heads and slap him on the back with teasing grins on their faces and questions hiding in the quirk of their eyebrows. 
She watches him go, her breathing still rough and uneven.  Her back is to the wall and she looks up, clutching herself around the middle so tightly her shirt rides up to accommodate her arms.  She blinks twice, quickly, and tilts her head back further, imprisoning the unshed tears she will not let anyone see.  The feather-voice is at her elbow within seconds, cool whispers falling across the flushed skin of her face.  She hears it exclaim as fingers find the mark and then there is a tug on her elbow and soothing words uttered softly in her ear. 
This time she lets them take her.
He wipes the back of his hand across his lips and smiles back at his friends.  He feels stretched tight, raw.  Reclaiming his position against the fence, he leans and nods, falling back into the conversation as if he has never left.  He slides his hand into his pocket; his fingers trace the body-warmed metal of a nickel he does not own.
When he looks back at the wall there is no one there.